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Honestly (Deluxe Version)

by Phil Laeger

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1.
Coming Clean 04:42
i’m swimmin fast from the wreck this water’s up to my neck there’s no pretending I’m fine somebody throw me a line somebody show me a sign i got nowhere left to turn all my bridges burned and with all these lessons learned i’m coming clean in your light my robes are radiant white this is who i am just a broken man i been bound to all these idols i have worshipped still here I am, Lord Jesus, for Your purpose I’m coming clean i’m coming clean i’m broken down but i’m free my hopes are dashed but i see what’s lost is not what i need all that remains is me all that i feel is peace with nowhere left to move, no one left to lose and nothing left to prove i’m coming clean in your light my robes are radiant white this is who i am just a broken man i been bound to all these idols i have worshipped still here I am, Lord Jesus, for Your purpose I’m coming clean i’m coming clean this renaissance could be the death of me though my old haunts are calling out (like a muse to shipwreck) i see You walking on the waves i hear Your voice, I see Your face and I know that i've been saved i’m coming clean in Your light my robes are radiant white this is who i am this is where I stand i'm coming clean i'm coming clean in Your light my robes are radiant white and i know, i know i know who i am just a broken man here I am, my Jesus, for Your purpose i want Your voice to be heard i want Your light to be seen to shine across this land into the heart of every man so every knee will bow down and every tongue will confess before the great I Am the spotless Lamb sing it loud, sing it out sing it now: i'm coming clean i'm coming clean
2.
Back to You 03:47
i went from a man on a mission to a wanderer gone fishing with my fruitless ambition for the proof i went from a hardcore seeker to a daydream believer i was decieved by the deceiver led away from the truth i been wondering where my heart has been and if you'll let me in when i come to i been wandering, but now i'm crawlin' back again back to You i'm coming back to You so if there's Someone up there listening and You find a sheep's gone missing it's this backslidden Christian yeah, You probably know a few honestly, i'm so messed up without You and lately I been thinking about You i've been such a fool, such a fool cause I've always known the truth so now i'm wondering where my heart has been and if you'll let me in when i come to i been wandering, but now i'm crawlin' back again back to You i'm coming back to You from where i stand i can't see the hand in front of my face from where i lay i feel how hard i fell from grace i been wondering where my heart has been and if you'll let me in when i come to i been wondering where my heart has been and if i've still got a Friend in You i been wonderin' if there's a way or if i've still got debts to pay oh, i've got the will show me the way Father, hear me pray and bring me back to You
3.
My son, My son, why are you striving? You can't add one thing to what's been done for you I did it all while I was dying Rest in your faith, my peace will come to you When I hear the praises start I want to rain upon you How I wanna will fill your heart I see no stain upon you Because you are my child and you know me To Me you're only holy Nothing that you've done remains Only what you do for Me My child, My child, why are you weeping? You will not have to wait forever That day and that hour is in My keeping The day I'll bring you into Heaven My precious bride, the day is nearing When I'll take you in My arms and hold you I know there are so many things that you've been hearing But you just hold on to what I’ve told you
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Unsatisfied 04:03
this bag does not define me all i'm carryin' around hides the weight that bogs me down all i'm strivin' for is found when i toss it to the ground no, I am not this bag these clothes do not define me i'd stand naked in the night in the warmth of love you light with my shivering held tight and the cold would take to flight no, I am not my clothes everyone's thinkin' it but no one wants to admit that everything we're buyin' leaves us unsatisfied and this body don't define me though the years will take their toll and the youth of morning fold i won't fight to keep a hold of what i know will one day go no, I am not these bones everyone's thinkin' it but no one wants to admit that all the things we're tryin' leave us unsatisfied and my past does not define me all the places i've come from all the hearts i've hit and run can't deny the things i've done but leave room for who i could become everyone's thinking it and I'll be the first one to admit that deep inside i'm dying all these things I'm trying and everything I'm buying leaves me unsatisfied oh, it leaves me unsatisfied oh, it leaves me unsatisfied
6.
you cried your way inside my heart and i have rocked you fast asleep the face reflected up at me says, "boy, become a man" you're crawling into everything my lazy chair, my songs and dreams one day you'll walk... right next to me a boy, become a man the funny thing is I am learning twice as much as you and you don't know the half of it what you have taught me too when you've outgrown your baby clothes your fire trucks and g.i. joes i want to be the one who knows the boy become a man when laughter makes our insides frail when pain is more than words can tell i want to be the one to help the boy become a man the funny thing is I am learning twice as much as you and you don't know the half of it what you have brought me through and when i look on yesterday the fights we had, the games we played the storms we chartered into bay when we could not see land with weathered eyes and feathered gray and you, a Dad in your own way i'll turn to you with pride and say, "the boy's become a man"
7.
i have failed to seek the truth all these plans that i've pursued they have led to this dead end, with no friend and that is when I found You in my heart i'm on my knees do what You want to and i'm asking You, Lord, please do what You want to take my life, it's Yours alone do what You want to make my heart Your royal throne do what You want to You're the Name above all names worthy of the highest praise so won't You take the praise You're due and I will stand here in this place and worship You
8.
There is a reason for me to be here There is a purpose that You have made clear Jesus, I love You, and I want my life To be lived for Your glory, to be good in Your sight “Well done”, I wanna hear You say, “Well done” At the end of my days, all I want is Your praise And to hear You say, “Well done” "Good and faithful one, well done" "My beloved child, well done"
9.
yeah, it's true, i've thought about leaving i thought about walking out, throwin' in the towel and some days i wonder just what i've done have it thrown my life away on some children's fairytale and i can see so many people walking away from you and i can hear you ask me if i'm gonna leave you too, but where else could i go? You have the words of eternal life Jesus, You are the Christ I believe You are the Son of the living God the Savior of my soul the only Love I know, oh Lord where else could i go? follow me, come and leave everything, come and lay down your dreams take up your cross and die, place your bets on a kingdom you can't see yet a Pauper who paid your debt, whose death has brought you life and i can see a world of people turning its back on you and i can hear you ask if i'm still gonna follow you Cause You are the way in the dark of the night And You are the truth in a world full of lies And You are the Shepherd who laid down His life for me
10.
You are my home, you are my friends But this is not where my story ends I've got to go and carry on This time apart could make us strong And I won't forget you You're in my thoughts, you're in my head You're in my dreams, you're in my prayers So how could I ever forget? And when our faces meet again I'll grab ahold and pull you in I'm looking forward until then And I will not forget you You are my song when I am weak Your memory, it carries me

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Honestly (Deluxe Version) includes

• All 10 tracks from the original 2010 release
• 2 previously unreleased audio documentaries of the evolution of a song from demo to completion
• Hi-quality digital artwork and credits
• Ringtones! :) Fun! These are custom phone ringtones made from some of my favorite instrumental parts of the album, including the funky sax party breakdown in Do What You Want To and the cool, ghostly effects in Won't Forget You, among others

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released March 15, 2010

Produced and Recorded by Dan Hannon for Eldest Only Productions, LLC
Engineered and Mixed by Brad Fisher
Tracked at Tree Sound, Favorite Gentlemen Recordings, and Eldest Only Recordings
Assisted at Tree Sound by Miguel Scott
Mastered by Hank Williams at Master Mix, Nashville, TN

All songs © 2010 Weathered Music (ASCAP), except:
"Back to You", © 2010 Weathered Music (ASCAP) and Dan Hannon (BMI)
"When I Hear the Praises Start", written by Keith and Melody Green, published by EMI APRIL MUSIC INC.

Piano and vocals: Phil Laeger
Background Vocals, Saxophone, Claps: Rudy Vaughn
Guitars, B3, Synths, Percussion: Dan Hannon
Drums, Drum Programming-Scott Meeder
Bass: Pat Malone
Horn Arrangement: Rudy Vaughn and Dan Hannon
Rhodes: Jamie Portee
Additional Percussion: Brad Fisher

Photography by Grant Whitehead and Ben Knop
Design by Aaron Mills

Aaron Shust appears courtesy of Brash Records

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